tika the ultimate

: o
he is really blind, isn't he?
sooo, skrg gue lagi ada di library@senayan, sebuah perpusatakaan paling metal di indonesia. yeah dude, i spend my holiday in a library. jadi di sini ada sebuah corner yang dibuat utk para tuna netra, or blind people, and there were some british and japanese guys recording a report here. the british guy, well i reckon he's here because this library has the british council's books collection and all, and i heard there was a meeting of some english debating club or something. the jap, because the tuna netra corner is a collaboration with the nippon foundation. and they were talking (to the camera) about this revolutionary thing going on, where blind people can sit side-by-side to normal people, doing stuffs in the computers. i thought, honestly i really thought, that the guy they were recording was just some random guy sitting with a laptop, asked to close his eyes and do the shoot. i thought i saw him earlier, eyes open and talking about nintendo wii. that's what i THOUGHT. i was scrolling through kerrang!'s fob interview when i saw from the corner of my eyes that some person was walking near me, constantly. i didn't look up, though. then the guy walked further, and he bumped to the table and a book display. i looked up, and that was that i-thought-he-was-just-pretending-to-be-blind guy. he really was blind! haha.

so spending your time in this library is fun and educating. i started doing this yesterday, since i registered to be a member. my membership is premium, so i get free internet for a whole year. cool! so here i am, staring at the screen and typing this, with a high-speed connection i never have. haha. livejournals open so fast, and i can read scans fast! too bad, they don't allow users to plug in flash drives, so i cannot upload the photoa to my deviantart. i'll burn a cd and come back tomorrow then. oh i can't! tomorrow is the moment of truth, when i am going to find out my scores. my Quran-reading teacher told me that my school didn't make it to number 1 in jakarta this year. FUCK. dude, we studied like hell to stay number 1 and be number 9 in the national ranks!!!! and this is what happens!!!! hate the facts. we are no 1 in south jkt, but no 3 or 4 in the province. ugh.

a bit about this library. they have about 8 high-speed-internet computers, and another 3 flat-monitored ones, but i don't know if we can use those or not. when the british council's library closed, they give all thir books here. so they have a lot of good english books.

oh God suddenly the window closed because my 1 hour package has run out. then i run to the reception desk to ask for a new password, then i realized my member card is gone. GONE! i was so shocked and scared and all feelings mixed. my blog entry! i haven't saved them! i looked all accross my wallet, and after the 3rd time looking, i found it. there all along. damn. but good thing though i found it. haha.

the hot list
sizzling: spending your holiday in the library or taking some summer course
warm: spending quality time with your friends, dvd marathoning or go around the town using public transports
cold: spend unnecessarry money on unnecessary things.

and did the reception woman didn't believe that the premium card is mine????
nvm

see ya later alligator

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Posted by attika at 12:29 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

another day, another adventure. gue nemenin naldri cari2 baju farewell kemaren. mau ke pasar festival dulu liat buku bekas yang murah dan menyenangkan. yaudah kita naik busway. dari dukuh atas kita naik koridor IV. and the bus went on and on and on and we don't know where in the world were we. i looked out the window and was like 'dude kita di pulogadung.oh my God i can't believe it, i've never been this far away from home.' yeah lily allen and kaiser chiefs also. akhirnya kita ke jalan yang benar, dan turun di stasiun halimun utk interchange sampe kuningan. *sigh*

besok ke senen. with a bunch of boys. naldri said 'we will hold you from shopping madness.' question: can you? hawhawhaw
i hope it'll be fun
see you later alligator

Posted by attika at 8:05 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

still into fob and mew. very into. deep. patd is so out, so mainstream, so arrogant. dance punk is so in, the photo atlas and

shitdisco. the forecast and jonezetta are great.

fave band (ultimately): FALL OUT BOY and MEW. not that i like fob better, it;s alphabetical. ha ha.

www.myspace.com/tikatika
please heehee ; )

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Posted by attika at 10:18 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

man, it's been a long time. i have another blog that's about me but more like reviews and seeing things through my eyes and thinking in my thoughts. when this blog is more like daily updates (not really) or somekind of diary.

ulangtaun jasmine: 11 april 2007
kita ga ngasi selamet seharian, dan naldri kita suruh marahan sama dia 3 bulan. bo. terus we lured her to taman langsat dan

disana kita menunggu dengan kue (yang terbentuk dari beberapa muffins dan brownies dari circle k and a candle to top it off

-- candlenya juga lilin mati lampu dari warung) dan menyanyi dengan background beberapa anak alay dan serangga2 termasuk

seekor hybrid dari kupu2 dan capung yang sgt besar i freaked out.

uan: 24-26 april 2007
bindo: umm mayan bisa kok
mat: kurang ajar salah satu gara2 salah baca nomer 30 harusnya dibawah rata2 tapi gue jawab 18 yang berarti org di atas

rata2! huh
bing: yeah baby
amiiiin


ulangtaun sabrina: 27 april 2007
kita merencanakan untuk dateng jam 12 malem, like crashing to her house singin happy birthday tapi unfortunately si naila

sama dina ga bisa kalo midnight gitu jadi diundur jam 3 ga bisa juga jam 6 gue ga bangun akhirnya jam 10pagi. enough

prologue. jadi abis uan hari terakhir yeah, gue dina ani jasmine naila ke rumah ani. gue jasmine nginep. terus makan ke

citos. makan overrice enaaaak. terus ke aksara kurang ajar ada cd relient k tapi syg uang biarpun gue bawa 600. beli

teenvogue april dan may. ga nemu hadiah utk sabrina, lalu i stated a brilliant idea, beliin dia cd the academy is! tapi

dimana? jadi kita berpikir utk nyoba aksara plaza indonesia. then i stated a more brilliant idea! telpon musiklub pim!

ditelpon lah dan ada! i was psyched. yayayayayayy! tapi bukan santi. yang lain agak2 kurang sreg but i insisted. yaudah nanti

kita ke pim. terus kita foto box, i know, old times, tapi it was fun cramming 5 kids in a small booth. posisi gue ga enak bgt

gue harus setengah berdiri setengah jongkok. fotonya ga aneh2 bgt kecuali satu pose. yang kita ketawa2 kita putuskan untuk

ditempel di kado sabrina. we're all out without you having fun! pulang ke rumah ani tidur2an ntn tv dan segala macem ntn

american idol tapi kesel ga ada yg tereliminasi terus naila dan dina pulang kita ke pim. oiya pas di rmh ani gue keramas

karena rambut gue was a mess. terus sblm ke pim beli kue dulu di harvest. man, pim incredibly sepi. beli t.a.i dan dikasih

poster infinity on high (!!!!!!!!!!!) yang belakangnya ada mika. i was incredibly thankful to the shopkeeper. terus kita ke

gramed nemenin jasmine beli buku sudoku yg akhirnya ketinggalan di rumah ami dan gue beli 2, satu ketinggalan juga. terus

makan yammie sampe 10 kurang 10 terus pulang. di rumah ntn take that ketawa2 they're so gay but they're good. terus ani tidur

duluan, gue tidur di atas (kasur) jam stngah 1 dan jasine baru tidur jam 2, maen sudoku. hail to the master. paginy kbangun

jam 5 karena alarm tidur lagi. terus jam 6 dibangunin ani kita solat subuh. terus ntn tv dan makan roti lau. mandi dan

berangkat. kesian dina udah nyampe terus dia masuk duluan ke kamar sabrina karena dianya blm bangun, tidur di kamar nyokap,

jadi dina tidur di kamar sabrina sampe kita dtg, 1 jam setelah dia sampe karena jauh dan jalanan padat. oiya unfortunately

naila sakit : ( jadi ga ikutan. salam aja ketawa di foto. once we got there, dina tandatangan di belakang foto yang kita

tempel di cd berbungkus poster mika, ditutupi oleh postcard chris daughtry yg sgt menggelikan. ternyata kuenya tulisannya

ruined, tadinya "selamat mengarungi bahtera hidup baru" tapi malah jadi jumbled gitu akhirnya ani dan jasmine managed to put

some sense to it, jadi "selamat mengaru--- bahte-a hidup baru" mayan lah. kita akan suruh sabrina nebak. terus kita telpon

ibunya, bilang kita udah mau naek "tapi jgn dibangunin ya tan." terus kita ke atas, sabrina masih tidur (difoto loh) terus

dia kebangun karena suara cekrek henpon jasmine terus dia ngelempar bantal ke jasmine saying "siangan dikit kek" udah jam 10

loh. i know i know, gue juga bangun jam segitu. terus kita suruh baca kata2 di kue and she laughed. terus ayo buka kadonya!

dia ketawa2 parah pas ngeliat si daughtry. terus dibuka and she was psyched. "tuh kan apa gua bilang dia seneng" terus kita

pindah ke kamarnya, disediain banyak pastel dan gue makan kayak 6. terus dibeliin pizza yang cute (itu loh cheesy bites yang

ada cute little cheese-filled pizza dough clinging to the edges of the plain slices of pizza. it was so frkn delicious. gue

makan 2. terus postcard daughtry nya di post up di sebelah coldplay. i took a pic of it and edited it. ngahahahaaha

jalan: 28 april 2007
gue lagi mau pergi sendiri karena ibu bapak masih di bandung sampe besok pagi. yaudah gue mau ke world book day fair di

depdiknas tapi males karena uang gue tidak tepat utk sebuah book fair. 250rb. terus gue memutuskan utk k kinkun ps lalu

nyebrang ke senci. lalu bonny nelpon, dia mau ikut. good! gue ga sendirian di senci. tapi ps gue sendiri karena gue mau

senang2 tenggelam diantara buku sendirian. i know, a loner and a geek *when it comes to book-hunting*. di kinkun ada SSOV VOL

4 gue mau beli beli aja ah gapapa worth it kok 149 ribunya. terus gue lewat green arrow ADA SHOWCASE MAN terus gue bingung,

gue putuskan utk jalan2 dulu liat2 then i'll made up my mind. terus gue jalan2 dulu muter2 terus akhirnya gue memutuskan utk

beli g.a karena lebih bnyk peminat drpd ssov lagipula ssov ada di tokokomik.com sedangkan showcase ga ada. bayar. nyebrang ke

senci. liat burger king. RAME BGT GUE MALES AKHIRNYA GUE KE ATAS FOOD COURT. oya beli ades dulu di foodhall karena gue mulai

dehidrasi. terus gue makan pizza trattoria. enaaaaakk. bonny datang, makan pizza juga. terus ke tga beli rautan karena rautan

gue udah mulai disfungsional (ga ketutup denga baik jadi suka numpahin sampah) tapi ga ada yg asik tapi beli juga

fabercastell yg lucu biarpun bonny bilang ga cocok buat selain faberc. terus dia mau liat burger king kita pun ke bawah dan

dia shock. terus gue beli rautan lagi dan pensil mekanik bic yang cute di office 2000. terus gue baru inget amanat ibu beliin

dilly bar buat poeti. yaudah kita ke dairy queen, beli itu dan dipped cone buat gue. she was so happy to receive that dilly,

back home. ontheway ke luar karena gue udah mau pulang, bonny mau liat kosmetik bloom, i waited outside karena my icecream.

terus dia di blush-on in gitu haha. terus kita foto dulu pake henpon boni di dpn gucci. terus gue keluar karena ada kupu2.

man, butterfly in a mall??? not cool. terus gue pulang. ntn globe trekker (pretty greece) billa ngajak nomat i said okay tapi gue gatau juga krn blm nanya ibubapak. mau ntn tmnt karena kickass soundtrack yaitu ada t.a.i dan this prvdnc dan gch and many more. terus online.


end of story.

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Posted by attika at 10:15 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

so. kmaren malem i spent my time watching the georgians and turkish (delights) play pingpong with acang n sonny. si nevan looked SO EFFING HOT it hurts. dia lucuuuuuuu bangets. kan dia made a complicated move sambil memukul bola pingpongnya. trus kita tepukin. dia yang slightly bowing sambil senyum dgn senyum termanisnya. gw bilang nice move. GYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAWT. trus. kayaknya dia playboy abis deh. dia makan sama mbak tp, jalan linking hands sama tanktop pink, dicium pipi sama baju kuning (SIALAN), ditemenin sama racerback pink, trus kata jasmine homoan gitu sama khamudanya sabrina. KIRSKIRS MNURUTS LO?????? i don't care because he's just too hot to be true, dangit.

-I SUPERHEART MY PRINCE NEVAN

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so. tadi pas makan malem dia as ganteng as ever pake kemeja kotak2 biruputih. gw seneng bgt dia ganteng abis. tapi di saat2 trakhir (agak), dia malah duduku ngobrol mesra dengan MBAK TP SIALAN. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh. trus tampangnya bahagia gitu. trus. pas tadi gw abis balik dari samping lapangan basket, ada dia. linking hands with another girl. dia ngliatin gw gitu kata ami. conclusion: mungkinkah dia cuma ngetes gw dengan cara bikin gw cemburu?


-gyuhuhuhuks

Posted by attika at 8:36 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

so. tadi gw kan iseng kebawah mau ketemu si prince karena mereka baru pulang. tapi dia uda masuk gitu kayaknya. akhirnya daripada ketauan isengnya gw kebawah nyari gantengs lain. ehh ada turkish delights. kan gw spti biasa mau hai2an sama ozan. trus dia uda ditinggal tmen2nya. akhirnya dia menepuk tangan dengan raut wajah yang mnyatakan 'yes' trus berdiri. gw otomatis senyum. trus dia senyum balik dengan menunjuk jempol ke arah komputer di belakang punggungnya. raut wajahnya mengatakan "nih pake gw uda slesai" gw blg thank you. hoyah senang.

kejadian tadi siang. gw nyampe park mau menuju kamar ganti. nglewatin troop turki. gw senyum sama ozan n frens *sebenernya fokus k ozan*. ozan blg "marhaba marhaba" gw pikir dia ngomong apa. gw senyumin aja. sblh gw mute. mute tu udah yang 'cie cie *elbowing*' gw nanya 'eh mut td dia ngomong apa?' mute: 'marhaba marhaba' tika: artinya apa? mute: halo bahasa turki. oh. conclusion: dia nyapa gw. good.
terus. gw bilang sama anak2. ada dina. dina bilang tik jgn pamer2 gitu dong. oh oke gw diem. trus gw lagi ngmng apaa gt m dina trus gw bilang 'eh din marah ga lo kalo gw blg si ozan tadi nyapa gw?' dia menggerutu, balik badan, trus ngambek. yahh. padahal ozan kan uda disepakati punya berdua. tapi everything goes back to normal.

activity bersama taiwanese tadi siang.

kita tukeran tarian gitu, tapi tariannya beda lagi. tariannya sangat berbau SKJ. abis itu kita ngajarin saman. mereka pintar2. ya iyalah trnyata yang gw ajarin guru tari yang mc itu. trus kita tuker suvnir. pulang. tumbler gw jatoh. kacanya retak. gw plester.

THOUGHT OF THE DAY: PLESTERS ARE SO HANDY.

-gyahahahaks

Posted by attika at 7:24 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

OHMAIGATT ADA SI PRINCE. *calms down*

hokayy. jadi tadi malem karena para local dancers mau pulang jadi kita adakan semacam farewell night. hanya indonesia dan taiwan. i'm not really interested tapi yaudala. aku hanya bisa curipang sama si ozan. trus gw knalan sama ali, bakerzan, ozan lagi. padahal uda foto kmaren siang. cw2 taiwan tu pada kecentilan meluk2 si turkish delights itu.terus dimintain tandatangan lalala. MEREKA UDAH PULANG SEKARANG. HORAY. DASAR KECENTILAN. tapi narinya asik aja sih.

aku sudah foto sama si ozan. gantenx. -> AHH DID I JUST TYPE THAT????! KUNGFU FIGHTIIIING *singaloong*

wtyl.

Posted by attika at 9:00 AM | Permalink | Comments (0)

newan. or nevan. MY PRINCE. picture. with me. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH *overjoyed* gw nangis getoooh. *double swoon* details:

so. dari pas makan malem uda gw liatin. uda gw candid2in. i'm effing waiting. tapi. dia ga slesai2 makannya. yaudah. patiently waiting..

dia, latta, pasha, si TP yang suka buka baju keluar. gw nervous mati. tapi kuberanikan diri untuk memulainya. tapi mengapa bibirku tak dapat bergerak terasa BERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. i stuttered.


tika: can i uh may i uh can i give uh can i take a picture with you? *stutters*
nvn: [dalam bhsnya] WOY ADA YANG MINTA FOTO NIH. *memanggil teman2* only me?
tika: uh yeah. is it okay?
nvn: *nods*
tika: *memanggil sabrina dengan lambaian tangan*
sabrina dan vetta datang. vetta sudah bilang satu dua tiga. tapi sabrina memencet tombol on/off instead of the cekrek button. akhirnya..
tika: i'm sorry i think there is a problem.. *memencet tombol on/off sehingga nyala* okay now. sorry.
nvn: that's ok.
tika: okay. smile.
CEKREK.
tika: thank you. and sorry. and what's your name?
nvn: newan.
tika: oh. i'm tika. thank you and sorry.
nvn it's ok/no problem

THE END. his voice totes rings in my head.

-gyahahahahaks

Posted by attika at 9:09 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

selamat datang di dunia taiwan yang dihidupi oleh tika dan 10 negara lainnya.

NEWS.
1 si georgia ganteng namanya LEVAN. emailnya leva_........-> apaaa gt. thx to sheila
2 hari ini kita perform di auditorium sama malaysia. NRVS.
3 sialan waktu group night malaysia georgia gw sakit jadi ga bisa ngeliatin si LAYS [codename levan]

one thing i hate about the internet room.

BANYAK YANG GA REGISTER ATAU UDA EXPIRED MASA REGISTRASINYA YANG CUMA STENGA JAM.

newsflash. si lays lg telanjang dada dengan seperti udang rebus merah man. RLY.

oya sis abrina register k msgboard kegilaan kita bersama FOBROCK THE MIGHTY MORPHIN *lho* dgn nama MAHAHAHA. dan dia menggila. klo mnurut gw dia tu versi halusnya zexy_sex_muffin aka steve. gw masi belum mereveal bahwa sebetulnya we know each other in real life.

i am soo making a shirt. I <3 GEORGIANS. heehee. waa ada jorss!!!!!!!!!!! *KABUR*

gtg ada latian in a few seconds.

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so i actually danced with the locals. well not the hot ones. but cyea. i totes bragged about it to the girls and they were like whoaaaaah envious. we're cool kids.

-tikasabrinajasmine

Posted by attika at 6:16 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

so right now i'm in taiwan, participating in a festival. *cyeah right* PANAS BANGET GILA LO. kayak 30an drajat and that means HELL. h to the e to the friggin double l. the heat is exhilarating. kalo malem ga adem juga. tapi ga panas juga. narinya lancar si sampe sekarang [hari ke4] so far, kesalahan yang kubuat:

1 make kembang goyang pas saman hari ke2
2 celana gw kegulung yang kanan pas saman
3 ga minta *karna ga tau* aksesoris gaba2.
4 kacamata gw ilang karena gw taro di blakang trvl bag yang gw kira ada pocketnya ternyata tidak. kurang bego apa.

untung semuanya bisa diakali and everything goes smoothly.

INTERNATIONAL CUTE BOYS REPORT

#1 georgia. hottie mchotties. apalagi yang galak. heehee. mereka kalo ada yang salah digampar gitu. cruel i know tapi kalo ganteng mau diapain dong??

#2 penari taiwan. locals. biasanya kan gw ga suka sama yang cokin gitu tapi yang ini beda man. cute.

gw suka kegeeran loh.

1 pas gw lewatin si galak ganteng dia kayak sedikit turn around dan menggumam hello
2 pas gw lewat segerombol anak georgia langsung sst sst dan nengok ke gw.
3 pas gw lewat semeja locals yang ga tau ganteng apa nggak mereka melakukan hal yang sama seperti no 2 tapi pas gw coba liat mereka memalingkan muka.

teehee.

disini internetny cepat sgtt loh. membahagiakan.

hari ini indonesian night. di resto dorm masakannya masakan kita. asiik.

deskripsi dorm kami yang kami sayangi dan tinggali.

kamar gw asik. dua tmpat tidur tingkat. i regularly sleep upstairs diatas nandya. sekamar juga sama dina dan jasmine. ada 4 desk. gw menguasai area no 4. dibawah bed ada 4 lemari. ada kipas angin dan ac. tapi ga ada balkon.

kamar mandi. ada kayak 6 atau 7 atau mungkin 8 bilik shower. laundry. drier. peres machine. cx ada 7 atau 8 bilik toilet. ada sekitar 6 wastafel. 2 wastafel di depan toilet. yang tadi di depan shower.

our dorm. besar. 5 lantai. ada internet di sebelah underground rehearsal room sama tempat pingpong. a place to find the hotties. ada dispenser air panas anget dingin 2 di tiap lantai. tv. card payphone di lantai 1 & 3 *mungkin 5 juga ada tapi gatau* beli card di information seharga 100 nt ada juga yang 200. bisa nelpon skitar 12 mnit. 8 nt per menit. ada kaca gede di depan. senang.

the waterpark. tempat kita perform. gede banget. seru banget. panggung gede banget.

*eh tadi diajakin nari bareng sama locals. heehee. tapi gw EXHAUSTED jadi ga mau deh. MENYESAL*

gaah uda stenga 7 ni. gotta go. update later.

-song of the moment-- fiction - matchbook romance

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so. hari ini gw bangun SGT PAGI. jam stnga 5 bangun, jam 5 brangkat, nyampe skol ajam 5. karena hari ini viicinitys mau ngasi surprise k pa ucok. gw pikir smua org uda dtg. trnyataaaa SURPRISE. gw org pertama. nlpn ani, bru mau jln. mau nlpn sabrina, pasti blom bangun. yauda nelpon hasfi. untung dia nyampe, like, 3 detik setelah gw nyampe. yauda kita menunggu di jalan yang sepi karna skola blom buka. untung 5 menit kmudian sabrina dtg. gw syok bgt gt dia dtg pagi. hehhe. abis itu hasfi tiduran di jalan. sepi bgt. terus ani dtg. dina dtg. dini dtg. trus ketem. dan hasfi sama ketem pergi cari makan. kita juga k circle k. abis itu beli bubur. makan di dalem. time: about 5.45. jam 6 stnga 7 an ami putri dtg. jam 7 kurang 15an kita brangkat, ninggalin yg blom dtg. salah sndiri telat. kita beli kue di buana. beli candy canes jg. trus ivan nelpon. kita meng-hoo dia. hoo ivan wooo. telat. abis itu. sampai lah kita di GANG ASEM. kita muter2 sejam nyari rumah pa ucok. bolak balik nanya smua warga. untung kita g brangkat jam 5. kalo iya mau nanya siapa. akhirnya kita desperate, kita nelpon guru2. pa armat bohong besarr.dia blg pa ucok lg arisan d rumah sodaranya!!!!! akhirnya setelah berusaha, kita terduduk lemas dalam summer heat dan nelpon the man himself, pak ucok. p u ud mau brangkat k skola. tapi kita STOP dan minta tolong balik k mesjid. akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaa kita ketemu pak ucok. SURPRISINGLY. rumah pak ucok ada di lapangan seberang tempat kita sempet duduk2 dan foto. tempat yang uda kita lewatin lebih dari 3 kali!!!!!!!!!! tapi agak masuk. DENGDENGDENGDENGG. gdubrakk. yauda kita masuk, ktmu anak pa ucok yang lucu dan istrinya yang baik hati tdk sombong. tiup lilin. potong kue. the 1st slice goes to hasfi. 2nd: ani. 3rd: putri. trus kita ngobrol2. lalu kembali ke skola. and the journey ends. hehhe.

_melted by the heat

OYA. BAND OF THE MOMENT: DEATH BEFORE DISCO. AND U KNOW WHAT???!! DBD MAU KONSER DI JKT PAS GW DI TAIWAN. GOOD JOB!!!!!!!!!! *pingsan in despair*

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HEADLINE #1: pete's birthday.

so. pete's birthday's today. he is 27 now. OLD. i know. bangkotan. on june 1st, he wrote on his private journal. [since then i'm starting a private journal. and no i'm not giving you any links.] a letter for himself 13 years ago. when he was 14 like me. [well almost] i begged for a link, but it's this privacy thingy. dammit. me and ayu sang him happy bday at school earlier this aftrnoon. i was so happy when i realize that he turns 27 today. i was like i was th birthday person. weird i know. but i feel this kinda connection with him. he's miles miles away. but i feel like i've known him for almost a year now. we're like bestfriends. i'm kinda outta my mind thinking of stuffs like this, i know. and as usual, there are GAZILLIONS of pete birthday threads. i posted on 2 of them. the newest, and the most crowded. for he inspires me. hh. pete, don't get depressed. you've got millions of people who loves you. i know you love me [us]. pete, you're my inspiration. totes.

HEADLINE #2: sid.

so. junkupshowup a.k.a SID is a really nice boardie. and. the threads say that HE OVERDOSED HIMSELF. on the confessions thread, he said [well i didnt actually saw the actual post, but everyone told me that. soo yeah] that he was killing himself. wtf?? i was like :0. SID YOU ARE A GOOD MAN WHY DIDYA DO THIS TO ALL OF US THE BOARDIES WHO LOVE YOU SO MUCH?????????! people think i'm exaggerating. no. i feel connection between me and the boardies. sid too. we were like SID. WE'RE HERE IF YOU NEED US. later, he was found very ill a few miles away from his home. i prayed. i really hope he is alive.

Posted by attika at 7:15 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

hoii guys. research BERHASIL. brent patd kluar! basis! brarti terbukti bahwa:

BASIS HANYA TERSEDIA DUA JENIS.
A. super loyal
B. mt karna suka kluar band *ahhaha ga mt juga c*

DIJUAL TERPISAH. BASSIST ISN'T A TREND, PROCEED WITH EXTREME CAUTION.

hotwheel. BUSET *gerakan ratu di iklan alay* aku tertipu lagi. pas.

kata2 kotor yang jadi refleks akhir2 ini: damn dan dammit
kata2 alay infectious yang nempel: buset beserta gerakan.
kata2 yang mau didevelop jadi sebuah kebiasaan yang pasti akan jadi trend yang eksplosif: pas.

favorite item: singkatan tiga huruf dan menambah suku kata panggilan orang dengan huruf s.

contoh: asm = awesome
nvm = nevermind
amz = amazing
ily = i love you

contoh:
dina = din = dins *terkadang dengan ski jadi* = dinski
sabrina = sab = sabs = sabski
jasmine = min = mins = minski
ani = an = ans = ansk. *kalo anski ga seru*
naila = nai = ga bisa nais jadi = naiski.

bahahhh.

real updates soon. gw libur sampe tanggal 29. pas.

*xplsv sandwich

Posted by attika at 9:49 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

so i skipped school today. and i feel great x] gw males bgt upacara. gw juga jd g ikut remed sjarah sama matematika tapi akan selalu ada wahana studi bsk.

gw harus k dokter gigi jadi harus brenti online dalam waktu 45 mnt.

damn harusnya trl hari ini ada liputan tur fob sama aar tp malah trl bsk yang diputer. pdhl uda siapin memori buat videoin. kmaren gw brhasil videoin fob di punk'd. pete's expression was PRICELESS.


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RECENT RESEARCH

object: BASSISTS.

so. bassist itu dibuktikan sebagai bagian dari sebuah band yang PALING sering keluar. paramore -> 3 basis keluar. mew -> johan baru keluar. yellowcard -> yang sblm pete mosely keluar. hoobastank -> markku L keluar. dan banyak lagi.

tapi.
basis juga bisa jd yg paling LOYAL. contoh. pete wentz. banyak omong lagi. kalo ga ad pete, fob is over.

research akan berlanjut.

sekarang turut bersedih akan keluarnya johan dari mew, one of the best bands in the world.

*sobs*

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4 sasha

tbs itu tadinya victory spt hawthorne. tapi pindah k warner. bleh xc

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ILL REPAIR

well, pas latian nari kmaren, something REALLY bad and dissapointing happened. yapong dicancel. durr. k said ga nyadar kalo ngelatih tarian baru [the bambu dance] lebih susah dari ngebetulin yapong.

i want my yapong back. *sulks*

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band of the moment: YC
album of the moment: lights and sounds-YC
song of the moment: words, hands, hearts & martin sheen or jfk - YC

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*sweetangerine

Posted by attika at 2:59 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

TIDAKMUNGKIN. adam lazarra ny tbs gantengg sgt dan tbs tur dgn ANGEL AND AIRWAVES. band yang sgt hip. tapi lagunya baru dngr yg instrumental.

NAILA TELAH YSI KAN AKU DEAD ON ARRIVAL INSTRUMENTAL DAN WINE RED. SENANG


_sweet tangerine

oya. one of the boardies is using my nobody puts baby in the corner icon. f u. i am so changing my icon. blueangel30142. yep that's you.


omagahh ricky ganti icon.

Posted by attika at 7:26 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

so i guess i haven't update about my life. so now I FINALLY HAVE AN IPOD VIDEO 30 GB. that's good.


actually i thought about a lotta things i'd put on here but suddenly i forget.


PARAMORE LYRICS

"Oh Star"

Oh star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
Think of what I'm wishing for

Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought,
I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.
You will never fade.
And I won't let you fall away.
From me.
You will never fade away from me.

And now I let my dreams consume me,
And tell me what to think.
But hold on,
Hold on.
What am I dreaming?

Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought,
That I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.
You will never fade away.
I won't let you fall away.
You will never fade away.

And I won't let you fall away.
You will never fade away.
And I won't let you fall away from me,
You will never...

Oh star fall down on me.



the ultimate lagu pelupa. i am in love with that song anyway.

STAYGOLD DUDES

Posted by attika at 9:19 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

so i think i'll start writing here again after a long time. seharusnya sekarang gw bikin portofolio sialan yang deadlineny slasa. tapi gw malah online ngisi blog ttg hal2 random dan nyari skolah buat visual merchandiser. gw ga tau si gw mau jadi IT apa VM. uda nemu nanyang academy of fine arts [nafa]. what??! fine arts??!! does that mean i have to be able to draw? if that does i am so doomed. gw kan ga bisa gambar.

and to make things worse, ada ank skola lain yang keep bugging me with questions about a boy she likes. she doesn't even know him. well, he is in my school and he is so annoying. he used to be my good friend but he changed 180 to someone arrogant ang trying too hard to be cool. and the truth is he is NOT.

duh stop texting me.

gw senang pete suda nulis di jurnalnya dan aku merasa sgt ktinggalan jaman karna ketinggalan 5 journal entries.

omgah nafa sitenya keren dan sgt 'fine arts'.

YAY besok masuk stnga spulu.

HADUH OBSESI BANGET SI SAMA SI ANNOYING.
so i just stopped replying to her messages. tinggal gw bilang aj puls abis. emang uda tinggal 3ribu. tp yg nyblin tu dy miskolin gw trus kalo ga gw bales smsny. oh menyesalnya aku sudah memberi nomer hp.

sloganku yang terbaru adalah STAY GOLD. seperti yang tertulis di hoodie clan terbaru.

i never thought i'd be the one to fool you. if i told you now it would be over. to steal all we had. be a part of all i've been without. we stop waiting or i start going home. YOU DON'T HAVE TO FOLLOW. take this call as a hint we're moving on. YOU DON'T HAVE TO FOLLOW.

*sweet tangerine 060606

p.s: stay gold, dude. stay gold.

Posted by attika at 9:09 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

oh fakk there's lyk SO many things i must say... i dunno where 2 start... ok. wasglob. ma lafflii.kita uda mulay bisa sort out our problems. finally we figure out how to finish our unfinished works. even though we went through so many things. ,

next. gw menemukan kekurangan dari KUMON. sialan gara2 itu gw stress ngajarin ade gw bagi2an ke bawah. ade gw diajarinny di kumon ngapalin. jd kalo dia tau 4 bagi 2 blom tntu tau 6 bagi 3. kesel gw. dy g tw carany. GAWD.


OOOOO NAILAAAAA KMANA KAMUUU????? aku dan channi mmbutuhkanmuuuuuuuuuuu

du dy g online online lg
s i a l a n


god help your poor children.

_wasglob pusing naila kmana c

Posted by attika at 7:26 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

aku cinta p!atd. cinta mati sama fob. say gudbye to my old music life. skrg gw devoted to fob n p!atd. gw msi suka gc yc mcr lahh tp g sgitu2 dulu. kalian harus mendengarkan mereka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! indH. uhu aku sudah blana sgt bnyk utk lbaran.. x9 uhu ga tau mau ngmng apa......

mau downlot lagu aj!!!!

bye

we've got the gunslinger extraordinaire,, walking contradictions. - p!atd

Posted by attika at 3:16 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

sorry 4 d lack of updates,,,,,um patrick stump the C U T I E!!! ultah tgl 27 april. F U C K sama prsis sama sahabatku cintaa sabrinaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gawd i cant believe it.. and sbnrny fob tu ad secret community. you wont be able to find it if you're not paying enough attention to little links in pete's posts on the journal on fobrck. well, i found it. and fakk,, i can't join. don't have the stuffs required. powered by fueledbyadam. there are 10 stuffs required. i only have 2 or 3. fakk. uda ad 218 manusia yg punya akses. i wont tell u more. it's a secret anyway..

uu ud mau ad aksi,,, gw seksi acara. fakking busy. lempar2an tanggung jawab with ma partners. asa moris hasfi. yuu.

akhirnya gw punya seater lucu. thx tu samuel and kevin. C U T I E!! fashion label.

masa masa kmaren gw ktmu mirza yg jelek itu *maaff*,, papasan,, face2face,, ngliat jelas2!!!! gw coba tuk senyum tp dia brlagak g kenal jadi ga jd gw senyumin. mirza yang dulu temanku suda ditelan bumi. skarang jd fakkin poser seperti herlambang si usher wannabeee.

ohohohoohohohohohohhohohohohohoho mau chat sama naila.

wish me luck 4 d aksii

fakk aksi

**gunslinger extraordinaire.. walking contradiction

Posted by attika at 11:22 AM | Permalink | Comments (0)

sodaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
selamat puasa
gw bangga d gw bisa men-score logs di fanreps nyampe 16 (apa 17 y?)..pliis bgt doain gw menang suvenir mtvU..capek bgt gw login2 dan meng-invade semua jenis forum.bsk kalam tp gw blm nginep c.nginep lusa.ktny kamar osis cw bnyk setan.gw c g tkut kan bw al.Quran the Holy.ada hobi baruu. mengadd ad kelas.melihat2 fs nyolot. ohohoho.mencari lirik p!atd dgn giatt.plyrics menyebalkan lirikny hilang smwa.kjadianny ud kayak benji vs kelly c ajah.ohhohoho.
jgn lupa menonton video dance,dance. tgl 11 oktober. sgt sgt bagus.
_dnce2 11.10.05
fyi konser p!atd n fob sudah sold out dimana2. fob konser brg yc, acceptance, aar, vandals, di fasll homecomingny slh stu hi skul d us sana. uhuhuhu wish i could fly there.

Posted by attika at 1:52 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

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hey guys,, see if your fave bands have a woodie awards nomination! vote now,, simply click the address above.
SPREAD THE WORDS!!!
represent.
tell everyone u know about mtvU woodie awards.




u can also tgake tghe banner and stick it anywhere you like AS LONG AS you spread the words about the award. thank u so much..

_tika! atd alway repping_

hey and join fanrep at fanscape.com and u'll get a chance 2 win some really cool mtvU souvenir and even the trip to watch the event LIVE.

Posted by attika at 11:12 AM | Permalink | Comments (0)

hay smwa. lagi lagiiiiiii liquid G. skrg what type of rocker are u? jawabnnya gw adlh indie rocker. well,, gw bahagya dgn resultny. lulz

t!atd

represent

Posted by attika at 5:09 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

what type of drink am i? whoa whoa i'm getting addicted 2 liquid generations.



as usual,, it will do no harm if u try it urself!!

"i've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck." - p!atd

oh gawd p!atd is just so effin addictive.

t!atd

Posted by attika at 4:54 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

pasti anda2 skaliaan tidak bgituu tau ttg p! atd. panic! at the disco,, i should say. ohohohhohohoho coba d download album mreka yg baru *yg kykny sii g bakal k\kluar dsini sampe 3 taunan lagi* "a fever you can't sweat out". lagu jagoannya: lying is the most fun a girl can get without taking her clothes off. asik mampus. gw blom tau banyak tttg mrreka,, nama vokalisny aj gw blum tau. so plis bantu gw..... emailin info p!atd!!

keep on l o/i ving.
gud luck 2 naila yg mau ad reuni ank2 situs.

tika! atd

Posted by attika at 4:47 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

how nerdy am I? once again,, i got it from the trustworthy liquidgenerations.com.



try it urself and get all d fun!!

tika! atd

Posted by attika at 4:46 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

wwell,, gw ini indonesian. but how effin american am i?



that's the answer.

go to liquidgenerations.com to find out:
how effin american are u?
and more.

tika! at the disco

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