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HEADLINE #1: pete's birthday.

so. pete's birthday's today. he is 27 now. OLD. i know. bangkotan. on june 1st, he wrote on his private journal. [since then i'm starting a private journal. and no i'm not giving you any links.] a letter for himself 13 years ago. when he was 14 like me. [well almost] i begged for a link, but it's this privacy thingy. dammit. me and ayu sang him happy bday at school earlier this aftrnoon. i was so happy when i realize that he turns 27 today. i was like i was th birthday person. weird i know. but i feel this kinda connection with him. he's miles miles away. but i feel like i've known him for almost a year now. we're like bestfriends. i'm kinda outta my mind thinking of stuffs like this, i know. and as usual, there are GAZILLIONS of pete birthday threads. i posted on 2 of them. the newest, and the most crowded. for he inspires me. hh. pete, don't get depressed. you've got millions of people who loves you. i know you love me [us]. pete, you're my inspiration. totes.

HEADLINE #2: sid.

so. junkupshowup a.k.a SID is a really nice boardie. and. the threads say that HE OVERDOSED HIMSELF. on the confessions thread, he said [well i didnt actually saw the actual post, but everyone told me that. soo yeah] that he was killing himself. wtf?? i was like :0. SID YOU ARE A GOOD MAN WHY DIDYA DO THIS TO ALL OF US THE BOARDIES WHO LOVE YOU SO MUCH?????????! people think i'm exaggerating. no. i feel connection between me and the boardies. sid too. we were like SID. WE'RE HERE IF YOU NEED US. later, he was found very ill a few miles away from his home. i prayed. i really hope he is alive.

Woah this post is old.
I'm still wondering about his/or sexuality..

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